somewhat disturbing.


life lessonsThe fact that my mother says I almost drowned getting a bath when I was a few days old should have told me I was destined for some purpose in life. The fact that she waited to tell me this until I was 20 years old probably didn't help me believe I held purpose, because I didn't know that I survived death from the beginning. By the age of 3, or 4 [I'm not the best at remembering dates, times, ages, etc.], I had been molested by one of my older male relatives. I was so young that I don't think I really thought much of it, I didn't know that it wasn't something normal. He would simply take me for walks in the woods [I loved the woods], helife lessons


girl called kill.remember what it feels like - the thud of skin on skin when bones break instead of hearts? and hand meets mouth, and purple blooms. bone-white against asphalt-grey with edges outlined red. the memory of fist on skin left in yellows greens and blues, and the way your insides show.girl called kill.
it gets like this sometimes: lungs go tight and cut off air and the best thing would be to hit someone. anyone who deserved it (or wanted it) enough to be there while my fist pulled back and waited for my mouth to twist and eyes to change; and in the last moment before contact to look at m
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"You always were the most perplexing individual I had ever met..."
-K.N.B-
"quite frankly, and excuse the expression (lack for a better word), you can be a royal bitch."
-K.M.H-
I saw you had commented on a photograph of a guitar
and thought you may like some of mine.
If you have any spare time please may you have a look ^^
xx
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A friend will ask you why your crying.
A good friend will ask you why your crying, while loading a shotgun.
A true friend will tell you its already been dealt with.
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"Imagination is intelligence with an erection."
--Victor Hugo
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Vicariously I live while the whole World dies
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The website of my friend's band: [link]
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"You always were the most perplexing individual I had ever met..."
-K.N.B-
"quite frankly, and excuse the expression (lack for a better word), you can be a royal bitch."
-K.M.H-
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Vicariously I live while the whole World dies
~
The website of my friend's band: [link]
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"You always were the most perplexing individual I had ever met..."
-K.N.B-
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